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i wanna be the girl he's SCARED TO LOSE
the one where he can't walk away from
knowing that she is MAD at him
the one who can't fall asleep WITHOUT
her voice being the LASE ONE he hears
THE ONE HE CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
Monday, July 6, 2009 Y Monday, July 06, 2009


DANG!!!! somehow, i acted so childishly nowadays!!!! and i donno why....

whatever, here's a GOOD news... i will stop updating this blog from now on...

reason: TOO LAZY

blek... show me any faces you want.... like i care XD

faithful readers.... bye^^


Tuesday, June 30, 2009 Y Tuesday, June 30, 2009


Michael Jackson...

is a name that i am not very familiar with for the past 17 years...
however, i do know that his songs were amazing
but... he did a lot of operation to change his appearance and he committed child abuse..

hmm... after his death... i know more about his... through newspapers, music videos and tv...
in my opinion... i don't think that he had involve in child abuse.... definitely not him...

a person who could create such wonderful songs... could you imagine them abusing children?? or having *** with them?

is just a feeling i usually have when listening to songs... you could sense the effort put in by the composer of the song... it's hard to tell how it feels, but songs can really show the listener the attitude and the hard work of the composer...

we are not in a place to judge, because there was no 100% proves that shows that he was abusing children... gossips can sometimes be artificial...

whereas, for his appearance, we have no right to interfere... it's his face , his body... as long as he is happy, he could do whatever he like and of course, with his own money...

he have the freedom to do so... that's why, i don't think that anyone should talk bad about him because he went and turn himself white... hei people... it's his own right...

he was a great person and a great singer... he had done sooooo much for the environment compare to every single one of us..... through his songs, i can really feel his love towards the environment....

"Heal The World"
There's A Place In Your Heart
And I Know That It Is
This Place Could Be Much Brighter
Than Tomorrow

And If You Really Try
You'll Find There's No Need To Cry
In This Place You'll Feel
There's No Hurt Or Sorrow

There Are Ways
To Get There
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me
If You Want To Know Why

There's A Love
That
Cannot Lie
Love Is Strong
It Only Cares For
Joyful Giving

If We Try
We Shall See
In This Bliss
We Cannot Feel
Fear Or Dread
We Stop Existing And
Start Living
Then It Feels
That Always
Love's Enough For
Us Growing

So Make A Better World
Make A Better World...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

And The Dream We Were
Conceived In
Will Reveal A Joyful Face
And The World We
Once Believed In
Will Shine Again In Grace
Then Why Do We Keep Strangling Life
Wound This Earth
Crucify Its Soul
Though It's Plain To See
This World Is Heavenly
Be God's Glow
We Could Fly So High
Let Our Spirits Never Die
In My Heart
I Feel You Are All
My Brothers

Create A World With
No Fear
Together We'll Cry
Happy Tears
See The Nations Turn
Their Swords
Into Plowshares
We Could Really Get There

If You Cared Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
To Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

i LOVE this song and also "we are the world"

through this song, i can really feel that he love the environment... and he love the children too... our world next generation... he loves them... so , he will never do something that got hurt anyone of them... don't you agree with me?

you all should really watch his performance in Korea... it was touching=)

The Best Of Michael Jackson's Performance - Heal The World
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4LsfZtoWhXY&feature=related

you wouldn't regret watching it...

"i saw him in Romania: he takes a little baby in his arms the same way a mother would carry her own child!!!..he actually loved children...not abuse them...those who made him pedofile were chasing for the 22 mil award that they take after charging him!!! he was the victim of the world we live in : racism,chasing money people..etc...he was a real angel!!! R.I.P MJ:: THE MOST AMAZING SINGER,PERFORMER & HUMAN... "

this was one of the comment given by someone... and i don't think he/she is lying... do you?
may MJ RIP .... he was the most wonderful singer who not only sing loves songs but also songs to help save the environment...

ps: i am not his fans, i just wrote these because i feel like writing it... because somehow i feel that MJ was innocent...


Monday, June 15, 2009 Y Monday, June 15, 2009


great minds that do not think is just useless, no action done is equal to meaningless,no planing will definitely get no improvement... no matter in the past, present or future

talk is always easier than do... but how many can actually talk and do in the same time? success can only be obtained when you have tried hard...you will have to go towards success, not waiting for them to come towards you...

at least that's what i think....

laziness is the gate towards disappointment...don believe? wait till you see!!

promise is mean to be full filled.... people who couldn't full fill their promise is always the worst!! i know that no one is perfect, but at least we should try our best to full fill the promises we made...

if you don have the confident to keep your promise, why not don't make any from the beginning? don't give anyone any promise if you COULDN'T KEEP IT..
promise=hope

somehow, i just hate people who loves to give promises and never full fill them... it's annoying














YapCarlMann, ChiewLiLing.... i shall officially announce something here specially for two of you^^.... I AM NOT PLANING TO HAVE ANY RELATIONSHIP WITH ANYONE CURRENTLY^^ so, don't relate me with anyone...it's unfair for me and them... oh~ i don plan to fish currently too^^ (hmm... maybe after SPM, i will change my mind.... but definitely not now) blek...

i love being single XD hahah













i LOVES HELP UNIVERSITY COLLEGE!!!! it's UNDERGROUND!!!! cool huh?? and the foundation in art or science suits me well!!!

sadly, i just can't make my own decision so quickly even if i want to...haiz... i will have to follow my parents guidance=.="...

SUNWAY will be my next stop....next week? but, i don't think i will have any interest there... is just too....

i still prefer HELP or maybe...KBU?KDU?

let me tell you once more!!! HELP IS UNDERGROUND!!!!!!!!! argh!! love it!!!
underground~underground~
i wonder what will happen to HELP if it's flooding?!



CUTE~



the dogs are REAL!!!


Friday, June 12, 2009 Y Friday, June 12, 2009


somehow, i got this really interesting email...
it is known as
"women explained by engineer"


I personally like this^^hoho





interesting huh?? but it's also true that men can't live without women^^
SO!!! treat women/lady/girls better!!! hahahaha....

we deserve as much discounts as we could get when we are shopping...
we deserve as much nice clothing as we want...
most of all! we deserve as much happiness as we need!!!

ladies and gentlemen... don't you think so??^^














argh!!! i have even touch my add maths project... definitely not my holiday homework too!!!! OMG!!!! i will have to C.O.P.Y^^ hahaha... that's the typical YXY, isn't?


anyway.... i have nothing to blog about... cause life is somehow BORING this holiday.... haiz....


so... bb... till than...







PS: zi lin... i know i need to link you... but i am too lazy la XD... next time la..haha




Thursday, June 4, 2009 Y Thursday, June 04, 2009


ya ya.... i know it's time to update my blog... that's why i am here today^^

somehow, i am quite lazy nowadays... i don't even have a mood to blog....haiz....

nothing really interesting in my 2 weeks holiday...but i do have something to share with you







"you are not owned by you alone, you are belonged to everyone that cares for you. Nothing in the world is belongs to itself and itself only...so, don't do anything recklessly that could hurt yourself, because the one who care for you will fell more pain compare to you...you will never know"







"the one who is going/leaving and the one who is waiting for someones return...who is in a tougher situation? the one who leave to accomplish something with all his/her might,aiming for success and promise that without the success, he/she will not return... or the one who is waiting for the return of the beloved, sitting at home wondering if he/she is in good health and patiently waiting for the day when the main door suddenly opened, with his/her beloved smiling with opened arms saying:"i am back!"... i think both are equal, don't you think so?"




hehe... these idea just crosses my mind... somehow, not many really understand the meaning of these statement^^




love this!!


















Wednesday, April 29, 2009 Y Wednesday, April 29, 2009


hah!!! don worry people!!!! your wonderful yxy is BACK in action!!!!

there is 3 things in my mind now...


ok, first!
amanda, if you happen to pass by and read this post..
i would like to say i am sorry!!! you know what i am saying, right??? yes, you know^^
sorry, i was not in a really pleasant mood that time.... seriously!! i am sorry!!!
forgive me...




next...
lets congrats 'someone' who got over 'someone' soooooooo QUICKLY and found another one he love.... congrats^^
good luck in chasing her...
BUT!!! if you do not love her truly and still want to chase her due to some specific 'reason' or hurt her heart, i will definitely ensure that you will never be able to celebrate father's day anymore!!! i am serious!!
although i am not her friend, but she's my friend's friend... so, it's the same...
BEWARE !!! you fish...






third..
i am going to do something which would change the future...emm, maybe a little too over...
fine, something which would change something^^
i am going to TALK... if i have the courage.. which i doubt so... haiz
but still...miracles always happen... so, be prepare if you think you are the one...



ok!!! the 3 things are done..
now, let me show you some interesting pictures^^



hahaha^^ this is how my bro's rabbit take it's shower...
cute right??? it's let he is having his spa...
and you know what? he enjoys it^^
aaaarrggg!!! so cute huh!!

the miracle piano which gives out
the most wonderful tunes
but fail to play a perfect song
because the piano
do not own a perfect pianist....


Monday, April 27, 2009 Y Monday, April 27, 2009


we often do not know how much we care for someone until they leave us, only then we will start regretting... why didn't we treat them better? why didn't we spend more time to accompany them? why didn't we concern more about them?why didn't we listen to what they have been thinking?...

so what if we know now after they had left us behind? everything is too late... we will never see them again... no matter how much regrets we have in us... there will be no way to make the dead alive...no way to make them come back to us...

even if we pray as hard as possible for days and nights...

he was the best i could ever hope for, he tried hard to communicate with me even if i do not know how to speak hokian, he tried to speak to me in Chinese... so what if i regret that i do not know hokian now?! i couldn't do anything anymore... when ever i went to his house, he tried his best to make us comfortable... bringing us drinks, foods, sweets and stuff... whenever there is some occasion going on in his house, even if non of his children talk to him, he don't mind.... because he is happy to see all his children there around him, even if he have to just sit by the side listening... he only SHOW his love and not SPEAK about it...he treats us equally no matter we are his sons' children or daugther's children...he didn't even complain much when he was in pain...he is always there when ever i went to his house, siting outside, wearing his glasses, reading newspaper... then run in to look for keys whenever he saw us, bringing umbrella for us but not for himself....he looks like he was sleeping when he lied in the coffin... so peaceful... however, even how hard we cried, he wouldn't wake up... how noisy the surrounding is, his eyes remain closed...

even if i can't communicate well with him, i care for him... i love him... now i know.... i pray for him to rest in peace... knowing that all his children and grandchildren were there to see him for the last time... was by his side during his last moment...

i love you... please rest in peace... we will be ok...


Thursday, April 23, 2009 Y Thursday, April 23, 2009


gosh!! i am childish!!! fine... i mean really, extremely childish!!!! blek... i just like being childish! but! i am mature when i must, and childish when i can... it's acceptable right?
i also always did something which i will regret it later=.=" but, "water that was poured can't be collected again"(strictly no evaporating the water and condensing it again.... this theory is NOT accepted)... hmm... just hope that he will have a good laugh about it^^

hmm.... i realised that i hate responsibility... i hate being hoped high and fail to achieve it.... the disappointment on their face was unbearable... hate it~
i know i am being a coward... which i am clear of it! i don't need you to remind me... but, i just can't take disappointment, especially from the ones that i care... well, if i work hard, i might able to achieve whatever it is hoped on me^^ MIGHT!

oh oh... i am not straight forward too^^ i just LOVES giving people hints and clues or even tips too... if you are smart, you will definitely know what i am talking about... do you enjoy my hints? hmm.. i know you enjoy that^^ cause it's challenging right? fight towards victory~




























i will NEVER EVER bring my violin with me and take a cramped train!! NEVER EVER AGAIN!!! it's torturing!!! it's killing too!!! oh~ kesian my violin being trapped between legs!! GRRR~~ YOU!!! i curse you!! people who get near to my violin!!! humph! you will fall kissing the ground on a cramped train!!!!





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I have a very common name—Xin Ying. I know it is common, but I like my name... too bad ^^ I will be OFFICIALLY 17 on the 2nd of December 2009, So, you know what to do la..hehe
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